Waiting on God

Waiting. It's not something that I do well. I am a very impatient person, and this new roadblock has us, once again, in a waiting period. We are unsure what God is wanting to do for us. We believe that he has plans for us and that none of this has happened by accident--yet we wonder sometimes exactly what he is up to. After expending so much energy preparing for the surgery and hospital stay, today was a big letdown. Jason stayed in bed most of the day. I tried to take a nap, but it didn't work too well with interruptions ;-) Right now, I plan to make contact with the surgeon's office tomorrow or Friday to see what they can tell me. We are concerned about this wait--not just because of the pain, but because if Jason doesn't have the surgery soon, he will run out of FMLA leave during his recovery period. He could lose his job if this happens :-( I am trying not to borrow trouble worrying about the future, but at the same time, he cannot stay off of work indefinitely. As much as we do not want to, we may have to find another surgeon. Please pray for us to have wisdom in this and for God to make his direction clear for us.