Ups and Downs

Good news! Jason did well on his first day back at work. They are being really good to him and letting him do easy work. The bending over was difficult for him and made him sore (he is not used to wearing his work pants with a belt and they irritate his surgical site). Today, he got his evaluation and a raise!! I was very surprised and grateful that God is continuing to provide for us.

Bad news! I have to take my kids to the dentist this morning and I am not holding down food :-( I took some medicine to help, but it has some unpleasant side effects so I can't take it continuously. I was hoping that the nausea would subside for me now that I have hit twelve weeks, although I am usually sick the entire time. Please pray for me.

Also, I was a very grouchy mommy yesterday. My house has been turned upside down over the last three months and, of course, I want to get everything back all in one day. I am so nauseous and exhausted that I drove myself way harder than I should have. Well, things were not happening the way I had envisioned. My kids have become undisciplined and not used to working hard and staying on task. I told them we were having baby bootcamp, and no drill seargeant could have been sterner. I know it might be better to take things slowly, but I am wanting to get things back in case I am put on bedrest and just simply because things are driving me nuts :-0 Also, with Jason, I never know when the next emergency is going to hit, and I want to be ready.